but lately i realized that i have a weird obsession with Reita's hands and drawing Ruki's profile/Ruki in plaid. lol

that is all for now.

(i know. what a lame post.... too bad. idc :P)

i just got a tegaki E account!

lol and i don't really know how to use it.

if any of you have one tell me how this shit works! lol i figured out how to do some shit, but like...do yo have like a f-list or something?? lol

omg idk why i got it....

oh well, it will amuse me when i get bored XD





SIDE NOTE

FUCK KOREAN MUSIC!! IT ANNOYS THE HELL OUT OF ME! AND I CAN'T GET THIS DAMN SONG OUT OF MY HEAD lol

ok, so i promised Jess that i would post his a while ago...

( PLAID!!! )
HELP

btw, Jess, will you draw Uru now??? lol well..not now..but when you have free time?? lol

I LOVE DIM!

this is how i feel :D




and just bcuz it's Ruki....


:D

I CLEANED MY ROOM!!! 8D and it's bootiful!!! lol so you know what that means!!!! BEFORE AND AFTER PICTURES!!! haha

( THE TRANSFORMATION )

i hate being sick.... D:

..fuck you winter! and fuck you colds!


now...goodbye..i need to go cough up a lung.

so ive just got a few things to say...i dont really need to say them..but just cuz i got no life and all that im gonna...

ok so first off..this week was crap!..im so fucking sick of fucking shit from ppl..god seriously i hate ppl so much...ppl need to die...ugh blah...and yes i kno u all kno that i feel that way already..but ugh im just pissed...

2nd...the sound on my comp is like dead...so now i cant listen to gazette..well i can..but its like...fuzzy sounding and its like DAMN U! lol...so ya..im basically musicless while on the comp...and i am not happy aobut that

...ugh ive really got nothing else to say....WELL THAT WAS A WASTE OF A POST! lol...i guess ill just have to say a few more random things..

heres a list of things i learned in skool today
1.NEVER TALK WITH A LISP IN A CLASS FULL OF PPL THAT DONT KNO U!...they will laff alot! lol
2.NEVER AND I MEAN NEVER! bring a yaoi manga to skool...someone will find it and c wuts inside lol
3.global issues is the perfect class for someone who would love to take a nap...ITS SO FUCKING BORING!
4.never quote charlie the unicorn around ppl that u hate that also hate u...cuz they will b like wtf? and not stop...yup
as u can c...didnt learn nothing from my teachers....Y DO I EVEN BOTHER GOIN TO SKOOL!?¿!

lol..ok so im way to bored to even be doin this..so i am done...

the end

ok...so like on...some time this week the basement like was underwater cuz of the rain..and omg it was bad...and now the carpet is killed and we have to totally fix the basement..and the carpet got moldy and so it smelled SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO bad...but now that the carpet is out its not that bad...and so ya thats random thing #1...i feel like i already posted this...but im pritty sure i didnt..and if i did..ho dang... o well im to lazy to c if i did or didnt..anyways...startin a new pic...of...THE GAZETTE!...and so im goin to b workin on it for about 5 fucking weeks...but...i really wanna draw this pic..dear baby jesus let it look good lol..o...i took a math test yesterday and...I FAILED! woot woot go me...lol...and im cold...its fucking cold in my house..my dad keeps openin the doors and windows and stuff..and its like..NO ITS NOT SUMMER!...but ya..this is my random post....yup...bye..i guess

omg wut a surprize a nother anrgy post..ugh...ok so i am once again pissed off like no other cuz of that bitch....i fucking hate my mom...ugh...she says taht everything i think is wrong...and the #1 thing i hate is when ppl say that my thoughts r wrong...WELL SHE CAN FUCK OFF!...o and she says that i need help bcuz i dont play soccer any more and becuz i now hate things that i used to like...umm...OMG! wut a shock...alot of ppl hates things they once loved to do...i mean....SHE YELLED AT ME BCUZ I WOULDNT EAT THE MEAT! wtf...ugh...and since i like japan more tahn america that makes my an even worse person...umm ya...ok amceria isnt the land of the free...its the land of the fucking dumbasses..ugh...i dont kno y i even bother to b nice to her..i mean the way she acts towards me is horrible...ugh...ugh...and she thinks taht shes perfect...(personality wise)...umm..no...im pritty sure tahts its not such a sper idea to only say to ur daughter about how fucked up she is..and wut a horrible person she is...haha..when i kill myself ya its gonna b bcuz of her....ugh...im like so pissed...


thats the end of that


...btw...ho dang piper was like killin rosie..so i threw a pen to stop them cuz im to lazy to get up and walk about 5 feet away..and the pen hit the ground and then hit my poor evil baby piper in the face..AHHH! I DIDNT MEAN TO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T.T

to start off...the icon...i have a gun thing..ugh if only it was true for me...i would like to take a gun and shoot her in the face...omg shes the biggest retard ever! she threw out netflixs stuff bcuz it wasnt "put away"...ya ok...but Y THE HELL WOULD U THROW IT OUT!? i mean my god...ugh...i am so pissed about it..and she was yellin at ME! bcuz i should of known where it was..ya ok,...u clean while im gone and move every thing..o wait sorry... throw everything out and say that i should kno where it is...ugh...i swear to god i am goin to kill her one day...i HATE! her so much...i hate her more than luna hates deer hunters! and thats a alot!....ok now that tahts over....to the not pissy part of the post!

ok so last night i had a sleep over at amber's...it was totally rad...lol..WE MADE CUP CAKES FOR MIKEY'S B-DAY! lol...ya..it was awesome..and we made 3 BIG ASS <3 cup cakes and i like put like infinabajillionant sprinkles in them...and yes that is a real number that i made up...any ways...ya...those like basially suger cakes...ya...they were nasty lol...and they looked like shit...no lie...tahts wut they looked like lol...and we some wut watched shin-chan...i love that show lol...we had already seen the first trinity blood episode so we didnt really watch it..but it was on...and we had bleach on...i sort of watched it..cuz at that time i was almost done puttin more sprinkles and frostin on my cup cakes lol.....and we watched a bunch of random thingys....o! and we also watched f ups...lol...it was funny...i love taht show..so ya that was last night...o and amber made me take like my half of the cupcakes home...yumm...not really...lol...and i made my mom eat one and she like haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaates super sweet things..and i made her eat a cup cake with frosting in the middle..ya she almost threw up...eww...but it was funny cuz she was like....WTF IS WRONG WITH IT! cuz she was too stupid to c the inside after she bit into it lol...ya i dont think she ate the rest of the cup cake...but o well thats 1 less cup cake that ill have to eat...lol


ok im done....the end

ok....so its like really borin today..all ive done is makin icons and wallpapers for the past like 3 days...and let me say that...IM NOT SUPER HORRIBLE AT IT! lol woot woot...but ugh...like i havent been this bored since like...last weekend...OOOO! trinity blood tonight! its gonna b bitchin....ya....i cant think of any thing else to say right now...but i might post again later...cuz i basically post when like im 100% bored....so ya.....i kno this was random...o and that icon..ya is pimp..go me....jk...or am i¿?...lol....ok now im done

ok so last night got the new ff 7 game...i am very very very very very very happy about that!...but i fail cuz i died like 2 or 3 times with in a hour...lol i should of seen how to fight and stuff b4 playin the game...but its pritty much amazin....yup...o...and ok so last night all 90 bookmarks...so i was like freakin out forever long..and i had my dad call up the places...and so ya its finally back...which i am so happy about...like u have no idea how mad i was last night lol...wut else........hmmm...i had more to say....hmmm........i think that thats all the good news i have...and o...omg my arm hurts so bad...T.T....stupid loser frank punched my 2 times UBER hard...so like ya...im goin to keel him tomorrow....ok ya im bored so im done for now...

..btw idk y i wrote skool like that..im just retarded...O M F G....skool is so bad...NICK IS IN MY MATH CLASS...IM SCAREDED!...and i swear on my life taht when i saw him i did cry...not alot but i did...it was so scary...T.T.. dude janalyn and ray-ray r in 2 of my classes....and...o...my...miyavi....tori is spose to b in my health class..but she didnt show up....AHHHHHH!...and k-cap is in my art class...and omg so many others i hate r in like every mother fucking class i have...wtf is up with that...ugh..well ill just have to make skool fun..aka run through all of my friends classes and get them in trouble for havin me come in there lol....just like last year...only last year they didnt get in trouble...i think......ugh i am so tired...i had to get up at like 6 cuz my bus is spose to come at 7 06...ok no...that was wrong..my bus came 20 MIN LATE! wtf...ok i got up u better fucking b there...ugh...i dont wanna go to skool anymore................ugh how long till summer?

ok sooooo....ya im really bored so i thought..hey lets just talk about stuff thats happend over the past few days...wow isnt that fun...ok...umm...last night i went to the movies with my sister, amber and vicki...and we saw john tucker must die...it was ok...some funny parts...but the real funny part was the 2 guys that sat in front of us...lol...they shared a popcorn and everything lol...idk y but i thought that it was funny....ok so after the movies we get into the car...and i go OMG! THERES A SPIDER!....so im freakin out cuz i have a phobia...and wut does amber do!?...SHE LAFFS AT ME!....now it was small...but like holy crap did it scare me cuz it FELL ON ME! so im like in the car like cryin/laffin and so ya i was freakin out and jamie hands me her shoe and goes kill it...now i had no idea where it was so im like smakin my leg cuz i thought it was like there and they were like goin to die it seemed like cuz they were laffin at me so much...so ya that was yesterday....

today...ya im not really gonna talk about today cuz im in a bit of a pissy mood...i blame my mom!...but thats not unusual cuz i fucking hate her...so ya im done...the end

ok so today i got up at like 1o so that i could go to get my permit...so my mom was liek study on the way there...ok!....no...no...like i ever study lol...so we get there...and the lady had no idea aobut wut she was doin...so it took forever..then durin the test...ya i didnt kno somethings but i was like wutever...and i passed...so then we get home and my mom goes lets go drive...now i didnt want to drive with her cuz i remember how she was with jamie...all she did was scream LOOK OUT! ...or...DONT HIT THAT TREE/POLE/MAILBOX/...other things...so im tryin to turn and stuff and shes SCREAMIN! and im like DUDE BACK! UR FREAKIN ME OUT! so ya...im not goin to drive with her!

ok so tonight was so fucking funny!...ok i think i should start this little story at the time that we met up with kristin....ok...so me and amber went to alpine fest and so the moment we get there we c kristin and we were all like HOLY HELL ITS U! YAY! cuz like the last time we saw each other was at skool...so we r walkin around and kristin said some thing like i hate sam or something like that...and guess who was like right next to us...sam lol so i was like lmao...so later....we found this flower on the ground and we were like DUDE FUCKING THROW IT AT HIM!....and at first we were like i wont do it...but then i was like kristin if u hit him with this i will give u $5...and shes like ok!...so she throws it...and missed by like 5 feet...and he turns around and idk but i think kristin ran for like 5 sec...and i think amber was right behind me...but i fell to the ground laffin like it was just that funny...so we were like...no WE HAVE TO HIT HIM!lol so like we looked for him and found him...and she threw it and missed him again! but like he saw us again lol and we were like WE HAVE TO FUCKIN HIT HIM! so we liek followed him around...lol...ya im 99% sure he saw us...lol....but at one point he ran into a bunch of ppl then turned around and ran as hard as he could lol... so like we were like where is he? and so like 15 min later he came by and and we were like THROW IT KRISTIN! and she threw it and she got him in the back...now i was laffin so hard that i thought i was goin to piss myself lol it was that fucking funny...like it may not seem funny to u but u had to b there...and i guees he took the flower cuz like a sec latter it was gone...so ya i bet hes scared shitless cuz of us lol....it was so fucking funny...o and!....KRISTIN MADE A BABY CRY! lol

ok so i didnt feel like sayin this yesterday but im bored...so heres all about yesterday and today

y- so i had to wake up at like 7 to go to the fucking ortho. to get a new retainer cuz i was a fucking dumb fuck and put my old on in the wash/dryer...so we get there at 8 30...and theres a lady sittin there with her son...now her son looked like he was like 13 and he gives me this look like ahhh! scary person!...anyways...so u have to sign in on a comp and like when u type ur name its really big..so like when i signed in it looked like this big joslyn fukami..and the lady was lookin at it and she gives me this look like how rude...now im like in a pissy mood cuz 1. its FUCKIN 8 30 IN THE MORNIN! and 2 those to fags keep looing at me! so i sit down by my dad and the lady goes to talk to her son and she goes omg did u c wut she wrote down! and the son goes ya!(they we semi wispering..but i could hear them just fine)and they were goin on and on..and i was thinking HELLO U DIPSHIT IM FUCKING RIGHT HERE!...ok so then later i had to wait for my new retainer and that was like a 25 min wait...but like so many ppl came in...AND EVERY FUCKIN ONE WAS A PREP! so the whole time everyone was looking at me the only non prep...so i was liek DUDE GET AWAY!....ok that was the only thing i have to say about yesterday


t-(this isnt that long) ok so today...bored out of my mind!...ok i was heating up my dinner...and so i go to get a fork and i wasnt looking and i cut my thumb on like an apple cuter thingy..and let me say that it hurt like A FUCKING BITCH! so my thumb was like driping with blood and i was freaking out cuz it hurt really bad and i dont like blood like at all!...and now its been like 30 min since then and its still bleedin! ahhh! god damn i am retarded lol...now i have a message for u all!....LOOK OUT FOR SHARPE THINGS CUZ THEY FUCKING HURT! lol the end

friday- was hangin with amber playin kh cuz that game is pimp lol then we had a sleep over...BUT WE ASKED AMY TO COME BUT SHE WAS A BITCH AND WAS LIKE FUCKIN HELL NO! lol and from like 9-5 something we basically had a jolly good time laffin at ghey ppl on tv and ghey stuff on i love the 70's..it may not sound fun but we had a pritty good time makin fun of like everything lol

sat-talked on the comp...wow so fun..o and also watched hard gay..lol i love that show its so...so...GHEY! lol

TODAY aka sun-went shoppin and got 2 mrc shirts..then went to kitters and played ghey games lol..it was fun








ooo! forgot to tell ppl who have my cell #...ya...FUCKING TXT ME AGAIN AND I WILL KILL U! cuz my dad bitched to me cuz we have to pay everytime i get a message so ya i dont wanna get bitched at so send a fucking message to me and ill kill u

ok so to start off....my mom slams my door open at like 8 in the morning to get my trash...fyi my little trash can was empty...anyways so she acts like she emptyin it and then she stands there for like 3 min and then im like ok bye now and she slams my door...then she does the same thing to jamie only i hear like her screamin alot..as usual...so im like WUT THE FUCKING HELL IS WRONG WITH U! so after that i fell back alseep...and then at like 10 she slams the door open again and i wake up..and shes got clothes...and i was like mom! and shes like wut... and i go...those r jamies..and she goes how do u kno!? and im like...NOTICE! ALL OF MY CLOTHES R ON THE GROUND AND U NEVER WASH THEM 4 ME!...and she goes well how do u kno....and i go MOM THEY R JAMIES!...and she ges fine ur wrong but wut ever...and she goes into jamies room and she yells at jamie to get off her comp...and i omg wut the hell is wrong with that women! she knos that i go to sleep at like 4 and get up at 12 SO LET ME SLEEP!..ok so now she comes in my room and screams GET UP! and im like ok and shes like screamin like a fuckin fag CLEAN THIS SHIT UP RIGHT NOW and blah blah blah! so at this point im in a pissy mood cuz shes woken me up like 3 times in like 4 hours i mean...GOD FORBID THAT I SLEEP! i mean she takes a 6 hour nap EVERY FUCKIN DAY! ok so since its her day off shes goin to freak out and clean the house like theres no tomorrow...and im normally fine with that...but i tell her all the time DO NOT MOVE MY ART STUFF I NEED TO KNO WHERE EVERY THING IS! and shes like ok i dont wanna mess up ur pics...and wut does she do...SHE FUCKIN MIXS UP ALL OF MY COLORED PENCILS AND NOW I HAVE TO REFIND ALL 80 OF THEM THAT I WAS GOIN TO USE! and it may not seem like a big deal to u but GOD DAMN IT TAKES ME FOREVER TO PICK OUT STUFF FOR A PIC and its not like they made a big mess they were in a pile on a desk! ok so anyways...now i have to clean the bathroom and shit so im mad...and for lunch i ate my angry food...grilled cheese...but im in a reaaaaaaaaaaaaaally pissy mood so i made 2...didnt really eat the 2nd one cuz i was full but its my angry food so i had to make it...well its only 2 41....so ya its not a good thing taht im this pissed...i bet that later ill have more to say...but for now...im done im fuckin goin